Looking Back

I was listening to the radio today. The last little while I have been really emotional which is SOOO not me. So not sure what is up with that.

Anyway, this song came on the radio about how he wouldn't want to do it over again because he wouldn't have the good things that came out of the relationship sort of thing.

That got me thinking. Would I do things differently if I had them to do over again? I would have to say NO because that would mean that I wouldn't have my kids.

As crappy as life was with the Hillbilly, I got 5 kids that I love dearly out of the relationship. I wouldn't change that for the world.

I think I would change the fact that I left 8 times before I left for good. I would leave the first time he got agressive to me. But looking back that was before the oldest child was born.